[ Insistent. Even now he's just that, he's been like that all along. It's why he's been so determined in his search, it's why that moment he just pushed her to the floor and started asking all this - because he's the kind of guy who can't back down once he starts on something.. even when that "something" is figuring out her, huh..
But he isn't sure if he can help her. Sure, he can try, but there's no guarantee. It shouldn't all be on him, either way, she knows more than anyone that she has to atone for herself somehow. Maybe she can't do anything about the corpse anymore by now, but maybe she can find some other way, just.. somehow..
But until then.. would it really be that bad to just want to believe in someone shining as brightly as the forgiveness she's been chasing all this time..?
It takes a moment, her gaze is downcast as she's thinking about all of it. But then she reaches out to him, surprisingly gentle and feminine all of a sudden, until she's holding him. It's easier that way since he can't use his legs, after all, so he can remain upright even while sitting here with her. He was already holding her, of course, but she wants to hold him in return, to show that...
.. that.. ]
I don't know if you make terribly bad or good decisions, Johnny. [ Considering he chose someone like her. ] But.. I think I like this one. [ By now their faces are so close again, she's staring at him from this close, even with a tiny smile of all things - it's so small that it's easy to miss, but there's no way he could do that from this close. ]
i think you enjoy the tears you get out of our ships
But he isn't sure if he can help her. Sure, he can try, but there's no guarantee. It shouldn't all be on him, either way, she knows more than anyone that she has to atone for herself somehow. Maybe she can't do anything about the corpse anymore by now, but maybe she can find some other way, just.. somehow..
But until then.. would it really be that bad to just want to believe in someone shining as brightly as the forgiveness she's been chasing all this time..?
It takes a moment, her gaze is downcast as she's thinking about all of it. But then she reaches out to him, surprisingly gentle and feminine all of a sudden, until she's holding him. It's easier that way since he can't use his legs, after all, so he can remain upright even while sitting here with her. He was already holding her, of course, but she wants to hold him in return, to show that...
.. that.. ]
I don't know if you make terribly bad or good decisions, Johnny. [ Considering he chose someone like her. ] But.. I think I like this one. [ By now their faces are so close again, she's staring at him from this close, even with a tiny smile of all things - it's so small that it's easy to miss, but there's no way he could do that from this close. ]