[ Not like she wants to cry in front of him, okay, it's just that she really can't help it, it still just.. hurts, how she did something that bad and how she can never seem to atone for it. It's true, she's really losing herself in it, she's lost herself a long time ago in it, it's why she's always so cold and closed off..
But here he is, telling to let someone else in for once - to let him in. But she really does think she doesn't deserve it, nobody should care about her like that. With his stubbornness she won't change his mind though, huh.. he really won't change his mind about the fact that he likes her? And.. well, not like she dislikes him..
It's just so difficult to allow herself to give in, to at least partially get over her past like that. ]
And you think you're the one who'll show me, Johnny..? [ Since he's holding her like that and they're this close, it's little more than a whisper. Nobody else has to hear. ]
well that i do :3
But here he is, telling to let someone else in for once - to let him in. But she really does think she doesn't deserve it, nobody should care about her like that. With his stubbornness she won't change his mind though, huh.. he really won't change his mind about the fact that he likes her? And.. well, not like she dislikes him..
It's just so difficult to allow herself to give in, to at least partially get over her past like that. ]
And you think you're the one who'll show me, Johnny..? [ Since he's holding her like that and they're this close, it's little more than a whisper. Nobody else has to hear. ]