[ She already thought it would lead up to this, but.. she's still surprised. Maybe it's because he actually went ahead and pushed his lips against hers like that, because he's kissing her rather than just saying it. The guy she's threatened before, she's helped before, who has been her rival.. right now he's lying on top of her, holding her and kissing her, and his feelings are more than clear just in the contact between their lips.
And it's not that she dislikes it. If anything, it feels.. nice, this feeling of being loved by someone, that's what it is, right..? The feeling of someone kissing you, holding you, but.. she knows.
She doesn't deserve it.
So Hot Pants moves, her hands pushing him away - not hard enough to push him completely off her, but just enough to make him stop kissing her. If he bothers to look at her expression though it's obvious she's not just calm like normally, she looks pretty.. freaked, confused, as if maybe she herself doesn't know what to do either. She can't just persue what she wants if she's carrying a heavy sin with her like this, no way, a person like her.. ]
D.. don't. [ But her voice shakes a little, showing that she's not sure of her case like she usually is. ] You know, me, it's.. [ She doesn't even know how to put it in the middle of all this, her voice trailing off. She's not being aggressive, either way, since yup, he would just have gotten a face full of Cream Starter then. ]
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pretend the icon is johnny ok
on 2013-06-06 10:53 pm (UTC)[ She already thought it would lead up to this, but.. she's still surprised. Maybe it's because he actually went ahead and pushed his lips against hers like that, because he's kissing her rather than just saying it. The guy she's threatened before, she's helped before, who has been her rival.. right now he's lying on top of her, holding her and kissing her, and his feelings are more than clear just in the contact between their lips.
And it's not that she dislikes it. If anything, it feels.. nice, this feeling of being loved by someone, that's what it is, right..? The feeling of someone kissing you, holding you, but.. she knows.
She doesn't deserve it.
So Hot Pants moves, her hands pushing him away - not hard enough to push him completely off her, but just enough to make him stop kissing her. If he bothers to look at her expression though it's obvious she's not just calm like normally, she looks pretty.. freaked, confused, as if maybe she herself doesn't know what to do either. She can't just persue what she wants if she's carrying a heavy sin with her like this, no way, a person like her.. ]
D.. don't. [ But her voice shakes a little, showing that she's not sure of her case like she usually is. ] You know, me, it's.. [ She doesn't even know how to put it in the middle of all this, her voice trailing off. She's not being aggressive, either way, since yup, he would just have gotten a face full of Cream Starter then. ]