[ She's not even going to contest the "big ass" part, okay. Not that she thinks she handled the wrong way, since she just did what she thought was right, but she knows that she was being a little.. let's call it direct, so she knows people can perceive her that way because of it. Instead she remains quiet, just listening to him and staring into his eyes as he's saying all of it. It's strange though, hearing that he didn't think he was good enough.. why..? If anything, she should be the one who isn't good enough after everything, because she's such a selfish person who got her own brother killed.. maybe they just share the same worry in that sense.
But the thought fades out of her mind the moment he moves to kiss her again. This time it's more properly since she doesn't just force it to stop, she goes along with it. By now, this is what Hot Pants herself wants too, just being close to him and kissing him. It's a very new feeling considering she hasn't really done this before thanks to being a nun for so long, but that doesn't mean it's bad. If it was, she wouldn't be kissing him in return, either way.
She keeps holding him with one arm, but she moves the other arm away from his back to instead put her hand on his cheek as they kiss, feeling his skin under her touch and this way she's able to press her mouth against his a little more too. She just keeps kissing him, his taste filling her, until she's completely out of breath so she really has to pull away for a moment to get some air. So.. this is what it's like.. or did it maybe only feel so good because it was Johnny and not someone else? Because it's someone she's come to open her heart to now.. ]
You're.. more than fine, Johnny. [ It's slowly said since she's out of breath, but she means it.. she looks more like a girl with her current kind of expression, either way. Her cheeks are flushed and her eyelids a little more lowered, not to mention that she's still actually smiling a little. She somehow can't stop. ]
happiness over these perfect ships
[ She's not even going to contest the "big ass" part, okay. Not that she thinks she handled the wrong way, since she just did what she thought was right, but she knows that she was being a little.. let's call it direct, so she knows people can perceive her that way because of it. Instead she remains quiet, just listening to him and staring into his eyes as he's saying all of it. It's strange though, hearing that he didn't think he was good enough.. why..? If anything, she should be the one who isn't good enough after everything, because she's such a selfish person who got her own brother killed.. maybe they just share the same worry in that sense.
But the thought fades out of her mind the moment he moves to kiss her again. This time it's more properly since she doesn't just force it to stop, she goes along with it. By now, this is what Hot Pants herself wants too, just being close to him and kissing him. It's a very new feeling considering she hasn't really done this before thanks to being a nun for so long, but that doesn't mean it's bad. If it was, she wouldn't be kissing him in return, either way.
She keeps holding him with one arm, but she moves the other arm away from his back to instead put her hand on his cheek as they kiss, feeling his skin under her touch and this way she's able to press her mouth against his a little more too. She just keeps kissing him, his taste filling her, until she's completely out of breath so she really has to pull away for a moment to get some air. So.. this is what it's like.. or did it maybe only feel so good because it was Johnny and not someone else? Because it's someone she's come to open her heart to now.. ]
You're.. more than fine, Johnny. [ It's slowly said since she's out of breath, but she means it.. she looks more like a girl with her current kind of expression, either way. Her cheeks are flushed and her eyelids a little more lowered, not to mention that she's still actually smiling a little. She somehow can't stop. ]